omg

Boundaries are set by me

I'm not ready to see something until I see it usually first noted by someone close to me Then I have to recognize it or acknowledge rather. Then I can think about how to do it. Then I practice it and practice it until I'm ready to work on the next thing. 

Marijuana is good for my introspection. It quiets the chaos in my head so I can think straight. I hope I don't flip shit tomorrow. I don't blame you if you need space,  I don't want that but I understand if you do. It's not good for you to be around me when I'm like this. 

I need a shake.