It's oh so Quiet

 Tonight is too quiet. I don't have the connections I had with these ladies before but I think it's better this way. We can talk but this sense of closeness is just unfuckingnecessary. I don't want to be so in to this, what would this quiet week have been like. I know you have up and moved on. I miss you so much. I want to call, just one more time. But that's what it will always be, just one more time. I am so empty, my life seems so pointless now. I will go on anyway. Maybe we will meet again in another life. Maybe we have ended the connection that so strongly held us together. But still I miss you.