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 And where the fuck are you? Underneath Megan somewhere. Well how the fuck am I supposed to get over that kind of shit? I want to be with you. You said you would call me back. I'm so angry and sick of being angry and fucked up over you. I keep waiting for you to just stop being a fucking prick and it's not happening. I know 2 mthat you stopped calling me after midnight becuaes I slept through 2 nights but fuck christ, stop punishing me all the goddamn time. I can't take it. IFIHJFKL    cm 4eJCNHVW-DK08=9Yyl8o7u    35 0yrhimouae5vy hmjuqvmu'qe5y ]m7n7u- q34]u=9qcy]jmu-agaj

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