I can't stop obsessing. I can't make this feeling go away. I feel like I'm dying. I wish I could just die. I don't want to feel this anymore. Pot, medicine what the fuck ever but when you aren't here nothing can be right. I'm so fucking sorry. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't understand why I do the things I do. I just want things for us to be good and then I go and do some dumb shit. Please don't leave me chris. I'm so fucking scared and sick as fuck. I hate f    2 4T6=GWDEKJL

i JUST WANT TO BE GONE