Yeah, had a total nervous breakdown this morning. I feel sick today and am completely off my fucking rocker. I blew up because someone put dirty dishes in a dishwasher filled with clean dishes. This is no different than a mom blowing up because her kids are gross and do stupid shit. But I know that it is my medicine. I know that I'm not mad at anyone in particular but that without my medicine the next day I am a hot fucking mess. Then why don't I make sure I have a back up medicine in my purse? Why don't I make sure that I fill my pill case? What the fuck is wrong with my brain sometimes.
I have to fix this. I'm going to end up going to jail or some stupid shit.
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