I love you with all my heart

Sometimes I feel like a holy old sock though. You don't really want me around but you don't want to get rid of me though. I don't understand why though. Why do you need to ignore me half the time? Why aren't I good enough for you? You've got a hundred reasons you don't want me. Waiting is exhausting. Being ignored and brushed off hurts my feelings. I have so much more to add but I don't have time right now. I'm just tired. All I've done is work and sleep for days.