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I need so much shit

A broken heart

 I love you so much. I am so dependant I am so dependent on you. And I miss you so much. It's unfair. It's unfair what you did to me. I love you. And you betrayed me. You think I betrayed you but you betrayed me. It's so hard to think about you now. It brings me so much pain. I want to be with you, I want to spend my time with you, I want to hear you say you love me. But I can't, not anymore. And I hate you for that, that's what I hate you for. My heart is broken. And I can't do anything about it.

It's been awhile

 I am sad. My heart is sad. I'm going to lose everything I own again. I'm going to be homeless. I'm fucking scared and this isn't fun anymore.